Confused…

So confused that it doesn’t really matter any more. It is a status of the mind… A mist covers everything, a thick barrier between me and anything else… So what? Do I sit there, doing nothing? Whimpering away, waiting for the miracle to happen? Do I just accept and follow?

Perhaps it would be easier that way, perhaps this way it would be less painful…
But what I do is that I move… In any direction, in any possible way. I move… I run, I jump, I crawl, I swim, I climb, I do anything that is necessary to move…

I take the risk… and pay the consequences at the same time…