Sorrow

Dreams...
Ambitions...
Goals...
Visions...

All in vain, if you have no one to share them with...
A wonder of life when one can find another to share, with no cost and no sacrifice in these...

But what if... What if there isn't anyone? What if there is always a trade off required to keep someone around? A trade off from the fore mentioned things?

And what if you’ve been living your life, breathing and acting with all you’ve got to achieve those? How can you give everything up for something so feeble, so uncertain and uncontrolled?

How can you give up the driving force that got you this far, and become something that others can live with, but not yourself? And all for the fear of ending up alone… In the end, you will only live and make peace with yourself, and no one else…

It leads to one conclusion and one conclusion only…

This wonder is not for everyone… There are some – few – who simply cannot do it, no matter the effort or the desire. These will need to make peace with the fact, and embrace solitude…

Most will think that this is pessimistic and to a large extend a way of giving up with grace, but those who know will understand…

One can be amongst millions, all knowing each other but still they will be strangers and he/she will be alone…

So be it… Some things you need to live with, because simply you can not do any better…

After all, the only ones who know best are ourselves…

Solitude is not a pleasant emotion nor should it be something that people go after, but when it comes, all you can do is embrace it, and live forever with it from then on… It is the only one that will never abandon you, in good and bad times, no matter how much you put the effort…

Adios