No labels

No definitions... No categories...
Simple ramblings, small thoughts, major questions...

I keep ignoring my feelings, and lately I realized they will not always be there fore me...
I look around and people are looking back in cold, empty faces, and I realized that mine has been like that ever since I can remember. Yet all this time, I demanded and wandered why...

It is quite obvious now... And it completely falls under a simple, so many times stated and practiced statement... Treat as you are treated...

No one can escape that... No one can out smart that, even if they want.

apologize? Regret? Try to make things better? Try to go back and explain or change?

No!

Simply accept, embrace and move on, acting always to the best of your knowledge...

Unfortunately, I could never forget and let go... I could only do it...

I still haven't moved on, although you are so far behind.

I still haven't let go although you are so long gone.

Will I ever?
I don't know.

Will I ever put effort in it?
Never, but constantly.

Will I keep on self-destroying myself as the most fit punishment.
Yes, but I don't want to.

Will I ever truly know what I want?
Yes, everything and nothing.

Black and white... Jumping from one to the other, always trying not to step in the grey...