One-two One-two

One two, one two… Reality check, reality check… Copy one, copy two… Can we make contact? We still don’t have contact? What the f…. is wrong with you?

This should be the conversation that should be taking place in my head… Well, you are right… I am a fucking psycho, and I am hopeless… Here I am, fulfilling basic personal demands with little to no effort, and I complain that things are not competitive enough, or that I don’t get to do things my way, which so happens to be the best but who gives a fuck! ;), while in the same time global markets and trends are going down a path that will lead to oligopoly from international giants resulting thus to an ever greater depression and stagnation for those that are not part of them… And instead of looking over my own ass and my own future, I waste my time and effort over making things better…

Why? For the slim chance that someone will re-evaluate his fat salary of approximately 150.000 whatever per year and reduce it to 120.000 per year so others can live as well with their essential needs taken care of… Bollocks… It isn’t going to happen… I don’t think I do it any more either… I mean things are so bad that I wander I still make it…

So my wake up call should have reached me by now, and should have made things better… I slowly begin to grasp the real meaning of career… Do nothing, do not be competitive or creative, be patient and punctual, do not talk back or dream for something that you may deserve, and in time-no one knows how much time you will be rewarded as they seem fit… Do that for more than 15 or 20 years, and you may even become a millionaire… Go against it, and you will definitely end up as a comical figure, with people constantly reminding you the potentials you had and how you threw everything away…

I’m fed up with statements as such… For once I would like to see someone proving his statements when he/she is asked to… DO NOT SAY THINGS YOU ARE NOT WILLING TO DO… Except from the frustration that you cause to the others, the least that you can be characterized after that is RIDICULOUS and untrustworthy… Of course the fact that this exactly what you are has nothing to do with this statement, because we already knew that… But for once, just for once…prove the general mind wrong…